today, Prof walked past me at my locker, stopped and said:
"why are you looking younger and younger?"

i think it's cos i was wearing:
- a big furry lime green scrunchie
- big pink strawberry earrings
- bright turquoise Crocs with Pink flower jibbitz
- oversized srubs
- short

now i think i look like a kiddo working.
so, do you trust me if you're sick?
hahahahas

i don't get why ppl likes to say that i'm rich.
or i'm earning alot of money now.
yes, i'm working now
but RICH is not the word to describe my financial status.

i wish i am rich.

why do you guys think i still have to work part-time,
like am i crazy or what?
that's definitely not what being rich is.

my god-damn pay is so pathetic,
and i have to deduct GST every month,
and maybe pay taxes soon.

i have to pay my own hp bills,
card bills,
transport fees,
meals,
clothes,
shoes
and whatever you name it.

i don't even save a quarter of my monthly pay.

my family is not rich,
i don't have a rich bf,
and no filthy rich friends.
they don't, whenever i want, buy me HP, branded bags, pay my bills and whatsoever.

i support myself.
i should be called capable
and poor.
not rich.



am tired.
just so tired.