oh god, please grant us our leave so we can go taipei!
this is the time when my job sucks. grr.

still havent gotten over HKG yet,
and im already running around msia.
and now im thinking of BKK and TPE! :))
the word is: think.
but first, what i need to have is: kachings. and luck.
(yes, lotsa lotsa luck)

i shall persevere! :)

at times, i feel really lonely and depressed,
though i may not appear so.

does anyone ever experience that feeling?
or is it just me?
sighs.

have been partying quite abit recently,
esp with bestie, Joy etc.
prob cos it's an escape from the harsh reality and seriousness of work for me.
that's why alot of ppl in my line of work still parties! haha.

am i considered too old for it?
its okay, better old or late than never!
and there are ppl who are older than me and still partying!
you wont believe it.
wahahas!

cant wait for the one at butterfac with huihui and the rest of the gals! :)


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i could feel that u love my hair the whole time
-.-

oh, and i hate despo kids.
get lost, thanks.

life has been revolving around work all these while,
confirmation process, shifts, D&D, talks/seminars, gossips and more work.
and i just realised i still need more practice and upgrading.
which means more reading and studying!

and theres also my practical to worry about.
i think im really a slow learner.. roars!

cant wait for my upcoming trip with Bestie!
still in the process of planning, but it's confirmed though :)

dingus things always happen to me and yee when we try to do something tgt,
as always claimed by the ed n dd.
especially when we order food.

chi man: "oh dont worry, you gals can go ahead!"
me n yee: "ok, we want 2 kambing soup."
chi man: *stunned*
chi man: "ehh okays, you can tell him!"
chi man: *points to malay stall uncle*
me and yee: *OMG!*

trying to order kambing soup from a chinese guy in front of us, when he said we could go ahead and make our orders. but actually he meant that we could cut his queue cos he had alr ordered and was waiting for his turn. he was holding a home-brought metal container to pack his kambing soup. and we thought the container was part of the crockery at the store. and the worst part was, we didnt notice that we actually "ordered" from a chinese man as a stall holder at a malay kambing soup stall.
lol.

the guys were speechless and almost fainted.
lol.

when shift work starts to make you feel lonely in life.

i really dunno what and how to describe my schedule.
what do you think?


the last time was the first time in my life i declared myself a workaholic.
7 days straight of work.


this time round, and not long after,
10 days in a row.


Day 1, Thur: 9pm - 8am
Day 2, Fri: 9pm- 8am
Day 3, Sat: 9pm- 8am
Day 4, Sun: 8am - 1pm
Day 5, Mon: 8am - 430pm, 9pm - 12am
Day 6, Tue: 8am - 9pm
Day 7, Wed: 8am - 9pm
Day 8, Thur: 8am - 430pm
Day 9, Fri: 8am - 430pm, 5pm-6pm
Day 10, Sat: 8am - 1pm


(hey, whatever happened to "5 days work week"??)


Seriously, i've already lost track of time.
weekends really don't feel like weekends to me anymore.


i mean hey, it's Sunday and it's Family day for most,
it's time for gatherings with friends and bfs and gfs,
it's a day where some sits down and spend the late morn sipping English Breakfast tea.


i rmb i used to love Sundays,
cos it just feels different when you are able to rise after a good rest,
relax for the rest of the day,
and prepare for the long week ahead.


now, Sundays can have different meanings in life for me.
Sunday can become the day where i greet patients who needs my services.
it can become hectic -
resuscitations, COA, ward rounds, tentage, CTs
and i get to see and hear diff things -
blood, open fractures, lacerations, drunkards, complaints, demands


work is like just waking up and preparing to fight another biological warfare everyday.
all i can think about is getting into that warzone and start WORKING.


i hate those irregular, long, tiring hours and demands.
but sometimes, learning new things, meeting new & nice people each time, knowing i have tried my best to help my patients, and making them smile,
can just simply make my day :)

it's really a love and hate life.

i guess that's why though i'm complaining about my 10-days of continuous war,
i'm not hating it yet :)

but nothing beats,
Record Breaker:
HY, who worked ONE MONTH NON STOP.
yes, with not even a SINGLE day OFF.
for bloody ONE MONTH.

lol.
welcome to my life.